the only Jewel and Heidi Montag listener left in the world
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MISCIA * they / he / sie/hir (or she)
neutrois-transmasculine, bi t4t
22 / feb piscean, gem moon, sag ris / infj-infp imprinted
online interactive-diary user
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everybody dances to their own boom boom
i'm in my onlinegirl 20s. i'm psychiatrically-disabled, Mad, dysfunctionally Sane... I was mistreated by the world and have never been able to nurture a thick skin, therefore I now occupy this spot in time.
i'm unmedicated. i have a disrupted, PTSD-probable, highly-sensitive, anxious-responsive neurotype and am Mute. i also have an assortment of cluttered counterdiagnoses...these conditions are a recognized-concoction of the Western medico industry; i'm having fun.[i'm lowerclass &] i have chronic low energy, which makes it difficult for me to fulfill my standards and balance needs in the way that i'd ideally like to. i'm unambiguously nutty, but at least i'm still here as a lifeform and enduring... i appreciate people sticking with me, if at all. i do recall the impact of my interactions... i feel love.
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labels annoy me -- because, in their current (widespread) form, they frequently serve as a sort of "authorized- (or) clinical- legitimization" -- and I use labels more so to be able to break down my varied personhood into comprehensible chunks for anyone who is intrigued. (in other words, i use labels non-prescriptively, or, at least, i hope so.) I'm anti-gender (sexgender-abolitionism), with no connection to the gender binary as an affirming identity. I am neither "wlw" nor "mlm" identifying.
( I feel null & non-participant )I am quite sensitive to the terminology that is used to refer to me. Please be careful and respectful of my person and do not give an identity to me based on how you perceive me, regardless of whether the terms are specifically connected to gender, physical appearance, or an understanding of the mental and/or neuro.
...Do not call me "queen" or "king" -- ma'am/sir are also a No (unless its funny) -- lastly, do not call me babygirl or babyboy.
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notes:; I am reluctant to be vocal about this--but, I need to be understood and resolute in the space I reside. I am "psychiatrically"-disabled w/ an assortment of cognitive + environmental impairments. while I am in both voluntary and involuntary seclusion, my account gets to be used as a communication + interest wasteland...I intend to use this account as a conduit for many types of involvement, use it as I see appropriate.
+ I experience recurrent (habitual) mutism and inertia, so twitter serves as a good substitute for a lot of things I can't currently have for myself.
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I appreciate nicknames, interactions with over-familiarity, unrelenting adoration, and so on.
